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Thursday, December 29, 2005

one month;

telling myself not to cry now. arghx. why is telling the truth so hard?
cos just told mum i will be going out w him tmr, i just wanna hv a guilt free day...
and she's not happy now. i've been a good girl the whole day le. why is it so hard?
i tot she had slowly accept le... but she's still so stubborn. hais...
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enough of unhappy stuff.
today is our one month le. :))
but he work full shift :((
nvm, going out tmr :D

sch reopening soon le. and my schedule still the same as last term.
at least i can hv more freedom after sch start.
no need to lie that much and looking for ppl to help me cover up,
and be damn paranoid the whole day round.

oh well, guess i'm in a foul mood now.
better stop blogging.

{10:05:00 pm}

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

silly silly me;

guess my boy is doing the changeover now. so xin ku right??
see his schedule i also heart pain. :(( hais...

i'm such a silly silly girl... hahas...

anyw, some updates.
last tues, out w him. watched king kong.
wed, shoe hunt at queensway w ql. she bought an adidas purple. den went ikea-ing. bought a lot of bo liao stuff.
thurs, baking session w zm at home.
fri, baking session w lesbo in the morn. den went to acc him before his work. meet ser in town. like finally. ate pasta, took neos. den he came to hv lunch w us during his break. and really beh tahan the both of them. ser was possessed by ql !! wahahahas...
sat, baking session w ql. bake some brownie for tommy jeans too... and they love it. hahas. so gonna bake two more batch for irin and wena this sat. shop at mango too. wow, the one at centerpoint is gd, no ppl one. easier to shop. bought a skirt and a knitted cardigan. damn worth it, and i love it too.
sun, the bad mood day. which. is the result of silly silly me. haha. end up is b cos he forgot to bring his phone lar. guess i inherited some of my mum's paranoidness...
mon, shopping spree in town w mum. end up is my mum buy a lot of stuff. and none for me. nvm, i can wear wad she wear wad. hah. aiming for the dkny purple pants she bought alr.

and today is a not bad but kindda bad day.
rubbish right?? hahas.
went to meet ql and lao at j8 after he went to work.
smtg not v. pleasant happened. one stupid auntie drop a nail polish and it landed all over my leg and betula. arghx... why do i always kenna such stuff?? idiotic. lucky i'm in a gd mood today. bought the anna sui's love. love the bottle. hahas.

and yups, i guess that's all. can't wait for sch to reopen. : ))

{10:42:00 pm}

Sunday, December 25, 2005

a not very merry christmas;

not in a prettie mood today. and i'm stuck at my grandmother's place which i dun really like going. i mean i dun like it w so many relatives and what ever.
and somebody is ignoring me. i dunno whether i'm sensitive or what but i'm not happy abt it.
i feel like running away from here.
arghx....

dun hv much mood to update le.
haix...

{4:35:00 pm}

Thursday, December 22, 2005

hmm... its been a few days since i last blog... hahas...
there's some quiz thingy going on... hah. but yucui one i gonna skip it. cos i kindda done the same thing before (refer to entry october 14th).

so here it go.
In no particular order,list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.

1. bestie ql
2. the boyfriend
3. ying
4. bestie ser
5. ql again
6. yvonne
7. ally
8. paus
9. amanda
10. bf again
11. lesbo
12. koh BC
13. david
14. bestie zm

So what do you think of number 4?
SERENE !!, she's the busiest human being that i know. hahas... seriously, just this question i can write a thousand word essay, no shld be ten thousand words. ahahahas. she and me is so much much alike. and ms body beautiful, can u pls spare some time for me??? i alr one whole month never see u le !!

How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?
there will only be two reason if this ever happen. either she's possessed or i am. hahas.

How nice is number 6?
yvonne. the siao cha bo, she's just damn nice.

On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
hmm... how can she ever be gd looking?? she's a beauty. hahas... 9.5 la. 0.5 for improvement k. although i doubt she can improve some more... opps... :P

Will you ever fall for number 11?
what do u think??? she's my lesbo !!

Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
very very sad. :((

What sport would you play with number 12?
koh BC !! if truant is ever a sport. get it? play truant. cos i always did. hahas.

What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
i will feel very sad for that guy. haha. just kidding lar. i will be very happy for her. cos finally... and i hope that day will come soon. :D

Do you hate number 9?
hmm... when her drawing and painting is just super duper nice. hahas. no la. how can i hate her? she's such a nice girl.

How much do you like number 2?
how can i just like him? i love him. LOTS.

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
david and ally??? a bit impossible. but if really, a lot of girls will kill ally. who tells david to be our shuai shuai lecturer... hah.

Would 14 one day kill you?
who knows?? she last time told me if can she feel like murdering ppl... hahas... opps...

Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
hah. of cos is bf. hehe.

finally finish this thingy...
i very sian le. dun feel like writing any more.

{12:04:00 am}

Saturday, December 17, 2005

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i'm so damn tired. wad a long day. the thing that i hate abt saturday, its just damn crowded in town.

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such a perfect day. :))
and i'm listening to yanzi's wan mei de yi tian. hahas...

nothing much for the past two days.
thurs met zm at tpc. went crystal jade and hv our fav's. den bought one bottle of a i really dunno wad, just noe that its some kindda alcohol. but nice. both of us shared. but- more then 8 mths nv touch alcohol le, nv expect i become so lan. haha. till zm keep laughing at me and say i'm drunk which i m not. just a bit tipsy. but also dunno how i walk home one. hahas.
fri just stay at home the whole day. went for a jog in the evening. and baking session at night. i did kindda mess up the kitchen. hehe. almond jelly longan (his fav) and chocolate chip muffins. i must admit my muffins really cannot make it. think i over bake it. so damn hard. but the inside still not bad la. hahas.

so today !!
meet him in the afternoon. poor him have to eat the junks that i made. wahahahas. then, shopping in town !! converse having 20% storewide and 30% on 2nd item. he bought a pair of green/yellow canvas shoes for himself and a pink/grey bag for me. just right for my ibook too. hehe. :D
waited for ying to pass me my betula. but she working OT !! we actually go walk walk ard first. hais... but end up also hv to get it frm the locker and.... nvm, he's unhappy abt it.
anyw, he also bought a ripcurl belt after searching for a few stores in town. in the end, we took bus home. cos my feet got blister. hahas. and the bus thingy, i'm really an indecisive person. hahahas.

am so happy, new bag, new sandals.
and the wonderful times that we spent tgt. :))

{11:12:00 pm}

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

happy girl in her happy world :))

recapps time !!

monday -
had lunch w my love at tpc before he went for work. meet ql after dat and we went for brownie session at my hse !! hahas. my first time baking stuff that are not instant one worx. hahas. was like enjoying life. watched cinderella story while baking. brownie ended up tasting smtg like cookie?? hahas.

tuesday -
shopping spree day !! but there's this little incident that happened in the morning. met a flasher. its kindda sickening lar, but he's quite young so i nv realise till...... he unzip.... hahas. cos i was sitting at the void deck waiting for dickson mahx, den this guy weird weird keep looking at me, den came and ask for my phone no. and some stupid qn, i tot is just some normal guy like those on the street that always come and ask for phone no., how i know..... but of cos i scare lar, pick up my stuff and faster ran away. dat idiot somemore follow me. went to a place that hv more ppl ard and called dickson. arghx. why i always encounter such stuff?? but i'm not blaming you, its not ur fault k, so dun blame urself le.
nx, we went to bugis area for lunch. let him tasted my brownie, and he like it. :D after lunch, went to national library. surfed net awhile on my ibook den went to rc. cos is staff purchase day so everything on 40%, even the new stocks. therefore i'm getting my cable knitted sweater that i reserved that time. first, we went polo jeans, and he gotten himself a pair of jeans. quite nice though. next to tommy hilfiger. hahas. they damn busy sia. and nick and phyllis went back to work dere. had a sudden feel that time had rewinded to the past. hahas. oh well, wendy psycho me to get this nice handbag. very cute sia. new one, whole s'pore only gt six pieces worx.
after dat we went walk walk ard den go home.

today -
went party world w ql !! but first, lunched w him at lucky plaza during his break. party world was fun... but funnier. hahas... i really beh tahan dat girl lohx. she even went to the extend to scare ppl that passes by the window. hah. and keep making me laugh like mad. ppl came into wrong room we also laugh like siao cha bo-s, make ppl so malu. hahas.

oh ya. my betula sandals arrived le. :)) so happy. den fri can get from ying...

{11:12:00 pm}

Monday, December 12, 2005

wad a boring day. been drag to town by mum. hahas. i'm kindda sick of town le. at least for these few days. hahas. if not for the tot of can at least hv some view of him, i will not go one lohx. hahas.

so yar. had lunch w dad, mum and sis at kim keat dere. den dad went to work and the three of us went town for some shopping. really not in the mood to shop today lar. part of the reason is cause i just had my migrane attack the night before. i guess was the mocha at coffee club. ppl, pls remind me nv to drink coffee again. my whole body somehow just reject it.

mum went in to tommy to try clothes lohx. and he also have a lot to talk horx?? hahas.

yesterday was towning w ql. acc him for both of his break. dinner he ate w ql and me. hahas. really really can't stand the both of them la... v. funny lohx. little little thing also wan to agrue. beh tahan.

hmm... tired le. shall blog till here... :))

{12:20:00 am}

Thursday, December 08, 2005

happily in our world;

everything will be perfect if i dun hv to lie.
hmm...
but its ok lar. so long as we are happy. :))

went k box today. hehe. nv know k box can be so much fun other den singing. took lotsa photos. cannot stand that boy of mine. keep taking photos. i mean usually is guys dun like to take photos one right?? see him take photos i wan to laugh. like little boy liddat... hahas...

loving you more and more everyday

{11:55:00 pm}

current reading: memoirs of a geisha

hahas. how many damn yrs i din touch english books le. if not for this book i dun think i will ever read english novel again. hahahas... k la, will keep up w reading one... but chinese is still my love.

anyw, a quick blog. today went out w yvonne. almost 2 mths nv see her le still so siao zha bo. opps... hahahahas... shopped ard town. bought 3 vcds (again) and that novel.

i'm in a chionging movies at home craze. hahas. guess wad i did at home yesterday?? watch movies !! i switch on the air-con till 16 degree, close all the lights, draw down the curtains, wear my roxy jacket, tid bits and ice creams in front of me, played the vcds on my 37 inch sharp aquos LCD, turn on the whatever digital sound effect thingy, turn on the sound till like it almost blasted the house. yar, and sit there and watch for five hrs?? hahahhahahas... ok, i'm bad. i'm just this bad. so i watched: a cinderella story, the forgotten and the day after tomorrow. hahas. bought birth, saw and wimbledon today. hahahs...

shall stop for now. gonna slp le. can't wait for tmr. going out w him. :))

{12:41:00 am}

Monday, December 05, 2005

an ultra wonderful day;

really had a wonderful day. *smiles*

i'm falling deeper everyday/
hahas.
but how long can this happiness last? i'm scare though.

anyw, went to marina square today. cartel for lunch, till damn full. hahahas. guess i'm growing fatter frm all those food. den we went to watch saw 2. although it was me that choose the movie, but i'm still disgusted by all the blood and needles and whatever. hahas. but overall it's still a nice movie. after that, we went walk walk ard marina square and suntec. ohh... and today suntec dripped water lohx. hahas. the celing really lou shui. at first i tot when got water fountain dere one. hahas... den we return to tpy. went rooftop garden dere ta take some pic and slacked ard.

nx two days i guess i will just stay at home. read some books, watch some vcds and plan my canvas. hahas... finally dat thing came. after like six mths. now can put the tot of cancer behind my mind le. hahas.

ijustlovemyboy

{10:21:00 pm}

Saturday, December 03, 2005

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one week nv blog le. hahas... all because of my dad la. but nvm now. cos i bought my i book and have my wireless connection le... hahas... although mac com is really a prettie thingy, but the function all diff frm window... hahas... hv to adapt to it...

anyw, quit tommy le... haix... but i'm like still going back dere everyday liddat. hahas... will really really miss everything there... haix... oh yar, and cheryn got in. cos my last day that time raymond ask me gt any cute chinese girl friend wan to work. hahas.

been spending a lot of money these few days... but whatever lar... now is to relax... hahas... ordered a pair of betula sandals w ying... end up getting the white one. to be safe. order online really a lot cheaper lohx... $59.90. not bad. den thurs went out w zm bought 2 esprit top, yesterday went out w ql bought 4 vcds... hahas... plus 1.7k on the ibook and 95 bucks on the router. guess i spend nearly 2k in less then one wk. opps...

i'm really happy these past few days. really. :))
<3 ya lots.

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been out the whole day. had lunch w dickson before he went for work. den meet zm. and she tempted me to buy the roxy jacket !! hahahahas... i really hv to stop this, at this rate will really go bankrupt. but. its very very worth it. its this red one and its on 70% off. so if dun buy like dui bu qi zi ji liddat. hahas.

zm went off at ard 4pm, so i went walk walk ard while waiting for his break. everywhere is starting to hv sale le. hehe. yar, i know i'm hopeless.

received my result slip le.
drawing- 62 (class 2i)
visual studies- 40 (class 3)
critical studies(history)- 69 (class 2i)
studio practice(fine arts + media arts)- 70 (class 1)

arghx... one more mark i can gt class 1 for history le. *sob sob* but nvm. this result consider not bad le la. hahas. nx semester hv to buck up on visual le. at least get a class 2ii. den i hope the rest i can all get class 1. hehe. :D

{10:38:00 am}